Am I in danger?
Cuz I'm a failure.
I never learned the proper behavior.
Never learned good from bad
I'm just a sinner,
Not a saint or a savior.
My mind is jaded.
I can't take it.
The headaches, the anger, the hatred.
I always got less then I gave,
So I'll kill myself to keep you safe.
I've kept quiet for far too long,
without warning I'll be gone.
Suffocated by my own fucking words,
I won't gasp for air.
I'll embrace the hurt.
Living life in constant fear,
is not something I can bare.
I'll take control of all I can.
I'll die by my own hands.
The devil stands before me as blood drips from his blade.
Just the sounds of drowning so profound the darkness enslaves,
Thoughts conflicted and twisted,
Self inflicted submission.
Mental visions of inscisions as I scratch for existence.
I let my demons in.
I let them take control.
Felt myself slip away from my fucking soul.
I've been thinking thoughts that'd make the devil want to kill himself.
Agonizing pain.
No.
I wont commit,
To the disease of selfishness.
Agonizing pain.
The devil stands before me as blood drips from his blade.
Just the sounds of drowning so profound the darkness enslaves,
Thoughts conflicted and twisted,
Self inflicted submission.
Mental visions of inscisions as I scratch for existence.
Tattered, and torn.
Between the will to live,
And the need to let go.
Silence.
I'll let the voices in my head speak for me.
When all is said and done,
I'll be a fading memory in your mind.
New York hardcore meets classic thrash metal meets Jane's Addiction-esque alternative on the Brooklyn crushers' sensational debut. Bandcamp New & Notable Dec 13, 2023
Rowdy hardcore rhythms co-mingle with catchy alt-rock hooks on the California punks' immensely satisfying 5-track EP. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 19, 2023
Chicago hardcore outfit Buggin make their Flatspot Records debut with a two-track EP, featuring a cover of Beastie Boys' "Gratitude." Bandcamp New & Notable Feb 10, 2021
More punishing hardcore from one of Chicago's strongest groups, stuffed full of maniacal vocals and hair-raising riffs for maximum impact. Bandcamp New & Notable Dec 16, 2020
A proper pummeling from the LA hardcore band, which features members of Yamachara, Forced Order, God’s Hate, Disgrace, and more. Bandcamp New & Notable Mar 18, 2020
Unapologetic Baltimore punk with a NYHC touch, sweetened with just enough melody as needed to lure newcomers into the pit. Bandcamp New & Notable Jan 22, 2020